Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
You’d think piggybacking Oh!wen’s deal with the Medicine Men and a leisurely drive through Germantown would be the craziest shit that happened tonight, right?
Goddamn it, Rupert. The Sprawl gangs always managed to keep it relatively chill because the Santinis and the Yakuza kept an accord. The two strongest arms held it together. But this? A nuke popping off downtown? Gunfire in the streets? This shit’s streets behind.
I killed someone. Gungnir and Mjolnir, I killed someone. I don’t know what I was thinking – the Santini boys were getting slaughtered, caught out in the middle of the street like that, and the Yaks showed up… shit fuck goddamn it I don’t KNOW I just snapped my fingers and BOOM. Fuck fuck fuck. This is what Poppa Zak warned me about. He told me what it’s like to have this… thing, this talent. To know that if I sneeze funny or snap my fingers when I’m mad, people can die.
I gotta control myself. I gotta stay out of this. I can’t do this, Rupert. I can’t just kill.
I gotta control myself.